Wish list.

Every year I make a wish list.
It used to have toys on which I’d insist,
But it’s changed through the years,
Now full of my dreams, desires and fears.

I wish I didn't always shout,
I wish I knew what I talked about.
I wish I didn't have to apologize so many times,
I wish I could win you back with my rhymes.
I wish I could hold you once more,
I wish I was more mature.
I wish I’d thought before doing what I did,
I wish I didn't act like such a kid.
I wish we could make amends,
I wish we could still be friends.
I wish I didn't talk so much bull,
But I also wish I wasn't so wishful.